I am soooooooo sick

Actually I have been sick since last month, its nthg serious just severe headache and mild fever but its the frequency of its occurence thats serious. But it made me realise lot of things.

First thing I realises was however old you grow, u alwasy miss ur parents esp when u are sick or in deep trouble.I was just lying down with fever and headache yesterday, I wanted someoen to sit beside me hold my hand and say that I am going to be fine. Well its not like I have got some serious trouble, I will obviously get fine but how nice it wud be to hear that from someone. How nice wud it be if someone asked me every 30 min if I wanted sthg to drink or eat or if i was gtg bored and wanted to watch tv or listen to some music. When I was at home not only my mom wud do all this and my dad wud come home soon n sit n chat wid me. All the aunties who used to stay near my house wud also coem daily and see how I was doing. All of this made me recover sooner I guess bcoz I believe in the power of the mind. All these people made me so happy that i always got better very soon. And here I was yesterday , all i thot even in my dreams that I was going to die ( and all i had was fever)

Second thing I realised was my sweet n caring frds. They made my life so much easier n enjoyable. They were liek my family , they loved me , told me when I did sthg wrng appreciated me when i did sthg great. And when I was sick they did everything my mom and dad did for me. I never missed mom n dad even when i was sick. I was so lucky to have them. kalyani used to give me reiki and heal me, ashrita and maduri took care of my needs , sindu n soni wud sit n chat wid me and crack stupid jokes n make me feel lively. Deepti used to call me up n make so much fuss of me.Inder, pandu n kalyan used to call me up. I felt so loved n cherished.But kalyani I think is the person I need to thank more than anyone else, she always made sure i never had even little bit of problem. I was really fortunate to have them.

I wish I was with them again, but then life is a bitch. All this also made me realise that my parents are getting old and they need me to take care of them. they need me to sit with them n talk to them. My mom had a surgery yesterday and here I am sitting in USA. I really wish I was with her n shared her pain.

Well .....it is never too late ......